Methotrexate Monday

Today is methotrexate hangover day. I have spent most of the day in bed trying to keep my calm. I am nauseas, dazed, emotional, and depressed. 

My head feels so fragile. I feel my heart thumping. I can hear anxiety in my heart beats and my breath, in and out. My bed feels safe. I can keep my head if I just stay in bed. 

Sleep. I will sleep. Sleep will make it okay.

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Author: heidi

I didn't know what I wanted to be when I grew up.

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